No time to write and nothing to write until I feel like writing......
Posted @ 9/21/2004 04:15:00 PM
My Thoughts....
Pretty busy with work nowdays........Im currently working as a Spa Care Advisor in Lagunita Spa in Laguna National Golf & Country Club. Situated in the eastern part of the island, It is just 10 mins drive from the Changi Airport. I just took some photo shots of my spa well when Ive develop them Ill post it in here. Im pretty sure my kor including some of my friends who read my blog would loves to see how my working place look like as its only meant strictly for country club members only. To all whome I lost all the contact nos..well, I can be reached @ 91029978. Arigatogozaimase.... ^_*
My Family....
Nothing much to update here as Im always at work. Off days, either Im cleaning up the whole house or just lazing around. Friends did called me out for coffee or hanging around but I just wanna stay at home and rest as Ill be working the very next day. Jie been asking me to go to church. Not that I didnt want to,Its.. I cant as Im working even on sundays unless its my off day. Grandma just came back from Malacca. Hmm...wondering what she bought for us ????? My two twin sis were sick during this week. I have to take precaution not to be sick or else it will affect my work. I was like a paranoid at hm, keep spraying the disinfectant.Well I meant well...I DIDNT WANT TO FALL SICK.....Went to Rivervale Mall, saw a pretty nice 3/4 pants.Without much hasitation, I went in to try n bought it. My grandma shake her heard I bought pants again.Well...Well... no comments.
My Friends....
Recently, Ivan email me. Hmmm..its been quite awhile since Ive chat with him.Ever since I lost my hp, most of my friends contacts also gone..Its really sweet he still remembers me..." hey hey dearest vampy~!!! " Kekeke...His parting words.. " yours with love and sincerity, Ivan aka VAmpY aka [SuPeR_NoVa] " ~PenGz~ my hair stands...So mushy..lolx. Hes gonna kill me if he saw I copy paste from his email to here. >.<
My beloved Pooh Mei also recently have blog. Hmm...I guess its a trend now. Well, Pooh Mei.... Ill link to your blog soon. Wonder if Ivan got blog??? kekeke.. ^_^
Next week is my used to be cheongster buddy aka my dearest good friend, Michelle's birthday. Hmmmzz... wondering what should I get for her. She will be having her chalet on the 30th of this month ~Arghh~ I really dunno what to wear guess I got to buy a new 3/4 pants or short???? -_-
Ryan2 recently got in touch with me. He sound pretty serious in the phone like Ive juz commit a serious crime by disappearing in the last two months.I also dunno what to say to him. Things arent the same like before. We used to go out together often before but now......Im too lazy to go out....Dunno why.. now all I do is work finished go home sleep, wake up go work..and vise versa. I dun really feel like going out. .....
Last But Not Least....
Ive some parting words to share with. Words that represent our parts & parcel of life. These words was shared with me by a friend whom I knew in the cyber world. Ill try to edit some of the words so that it represent what I feel. ~Yawnzz~ My fingers getting numb writting this blog. Lala Land is waiting for my arrival. So till then this is IrNz signing off...*Winkz*
One after the other it never seems to end
Want to break free but I doubt that I can
It really does hurt so much when I think
No matter I try so hard but still I sink
In waters of regret and waves of hope
I was pushed back and forth but now I know
That amidst the grey clouds and above the dark skies
I did what I did above all the lies
I stand for what my heart believes and what I feel is right
I won’t let anyone change that, not without a fight
For I know I did the right thing and my actions prove it so
No matter what all the people hear, the truth is what they’ll know
I write this poem with the knowledge in my heart
That all this will be but a story to impart
A lesson for all to learn and see
The worst in a person is dishonesty
Posted @ 8/21/2004 08:37:00 AM
My Thoughts....
Feeling very moody nowdaes..thought my best friend coming ( PMS ) but eventually it never come till todae. ~ Haiz ~ Also pretty busy finding chalet to book for new year eve. This year, new year eve planning to have a big bang with all my family & relative members of coz not forgetting friends for celebration. Kinda tired of going to cramp places to countdown each year well, this very year, I will have my very own countdown at a chalet. Still busy on the planning side of coz with my elder twin sis as my treasurer hopefully things turn out smoothly. Not forgetting my dear kor, Steven with his help on finding the chalet location. ~ Thankz Kor ~ Though new year eve still far away well.. cant be help... Im very kiasu as I hate disappointment. -__- I always want it my way...
Right now Im having a long distant relationship with my used-to-be-ex-boyfriend in 1998. Hes a half japanese and half chinese. I dun know how to put it well in a sense he treat me like his beloved girlfriend but Im kinda still flirting around. He will call me everydae without fail to check on me and will be coming again to Sg at the end of the month. I told him before I didnt want to be his girlfriend once again coz I didnt want to have any commitment for now. Im happy with my lifestyle now changing boyfriend every now and then. I dun like I change. I like this Japanese boyfriend of mine But that dosent mean I will settle down with him yet. We kind of made a promise sort of like this ..If our relationship could last in the test of time of 2 yrs begining of this year I will willingly with all my heart be a one man woman. Which mean he have to accept that now even though Im "together" with him in long distant he is not the only one man Im going out with. Call me a flirt watever shit Im not going to let that pull me down. I can go out with any guy I want to same goes to him. But If hes in Sg of coz I will spent most time with him. My heart is still not yet settle down coz till todae I still believe good man are either taken or DEAD. Prove me wrong then. All the men that enter my life are like ...Duhz....Wat can I say...Hmmz.." got money no brain no money got brain..~Sigh~" Am I expecting too much...??? I like this I also like that how ???? ~ can anyone answer me??~Will there be a miracle??? ~ Lord send me an angel to shower me with love that Im lack of...An angel that will give me happiness..When will the dae ever come?? Will you be the one??? ~ Thinking in progress ~
At work...Hmmz.. feeling a little bit pissed off if im working with my another staff. Well shes a mix of indian and malay I guess.~ wah piang ~ I can vomit blood. Everydae come to work pain here pain there. Next talk about management. Arrgghhh~~~~ Somemore always 24hrs hp. Hp here Hp there. Working also must put hp in the drawer were we put the stationary. So inconvienence to work with her..slow....long-winded....Haiz...BWG. Prefer working with my another staff Nora. I can finish my things on time. I noe Im pushy & demanding at times but when it comes to work I mean bussines....
My Family....
My grandma bought for me a 3/4 black pants. Pretty nice. I can wear it to work. I dun have to dress up as I have uniform provided. So sometimes I juz wear t-shirt & shorts to work but of coz with a sport shoe lah so that I wont look as If Im going to market. ~Kekekekekekeke~
Attend my canadian cousin birthdae on Sunday 8 of August 2004 in Bishan. Most of my other relative attended commented that Ive changed. Well...Did I ??? Maybe they dun often see me only on new year daes. My canadian cousin going back to canada on this 21 Aug 04 dunno I can off or not to send her off at the airport.
My Friends....
Ivan read my blog le ..~ Wah ~ I receive his Hurhur sms but unfortunately I cant respond as my credit are running low. Wait till I top up bah. Well.. Ivan you can call my hp but Ill get you to call another no.
Pooh mei ...Oh ya...I havent go out with her hor...~ Scratching head ~ Also wanna go cheong with me de...hmmz...Juz that I now hardly go cheong le..friends got jio me go but I busy working too tired le...Well mei...you go with your friends first bah..I cant promise when I can go. Im a workaholic if you wanna noe. Ill keep you inform bah..~ oopz ~ >.<
Marcus Marcus....youre in my list too...Duhzz...say I forget him. ~Piang-eh ~ juz sms him recently say hi ~*wah piang*~ bombak my sms. Scold me for MIA. -_- bwg le.....
Recently juz noe a guy named Sebestian de souza. He got a chinese name..hmmz..let me recall...oh yeah..its Wei Qiang. He told me he hate his chinese name..An american born chinese guy, met in my friend, Louis's chalet. ~Wow~ Admire his american accent...siii beiii power. My some chinese ah beng ah seng friends talk to him until their tougue twisted. ~ Laughing out loud ~ Well, nowdaes keep chatting to me on the phone. This coming sat ask me to go out see movie in Plaza Singapura. ~ Yawnz ~ Im sure to slp inside. See how bah...Duhzz....
Luke called recently...I was kinda surprise. I stammer as I talk to him. Never imagine he will call me again. I thought when he left for Australia in March 2004 thats the end of our friendship as I rejected him...Who will have thought he still treasure our friendship. ~ God Bless ~ He will call me again to chat. Looks like I got to top up more credits to my hp.~ oh no ~ There will be two long distant call..one from Japan one from Australia...~ Haiz ~
Last But Not Least....
~Yawnzzzz...~ Well I guess that all for todae my fingers are numb. Till then this is IrNz SuzaNNe signing off....* Winkz *
Posted @ 8/13/2004 09:32:00 AM
My Thoughts....
Feeling very moody nowdaes..thought my best friend coming ( PMS ) but eventually it never come till todae. ~ Haiz ~ Also pretty busy finding chalet to book for new year eve. This year, new year eve planning to have a big bang with all my family & relative members of coz not forgetting friends for celebration. Kinda tired of going to cramp places to countdown each year well, this very year, I will have my very own countdown at a chalet. Still busy on the planning side of coz with my elder twin sis as my treasurer hopefully things turn out smoothly. Not forgetting my dear kor, Steven with his help on finding the chalet location. ~ Thankz Kor ~ Though new year eve still far away well.. cant be help... Im very kiasu as I hate disappointment. -__- I always want it my way...
Right now Im having a long distant relationship with my used-to-be-ex-boyfriend in 1998. Hes a half japanese and half chinese. I dun know how to put it well in a sense he treat me like his beloved girlfriend but Im kinda still flirting around. He will call me everydae without fail to check on me and will be coming again to Sg at the end of the month. I told him before I didnt want to be his girlfriend once again coz I didnt want to have any commitment for now. Im happy with my lifestyle now changing boyfriend every now and then. I dun like I change. I like this Japanese boyfriend of mine alot coz even my mum saw him before and she like him too. But that dosent mean I will settle down with him yet. We kind of made a promise sort of like this ..If our relationship could last in the test of time of 2 yrs begining of this year I will willingly with all my heart be a one man woman. Which mean he have to accept that now even though Im "together" with him in long distant he is not the only one man Im going out with. Call me a flirt watever shit Im not going to let that pull me down. I can go out with any guy I want to same goes to him. But If hes in Sg of coz I will spent most time with him. My heart is still not yet settle down coz till todae I still believe good man are either taken or DEAD. Prove me wrong. All the men that enter my life are like ...Duhz....Wat can I say...Hmmz.." got money no brain no money got brain..~Sigh~" Am I expecting too much...??? I like this I also like that how ???? ~ can anyone answer me??~Will there be a miracle??? ~ Lord send me an angel to shower me with love that Im lack of...An angel that will give me happiness..When will the dae ever come?? Will you be the one??? ~ Thinking in progress ~
At work...Hmmz.. feeling a little bit pissed off if im working with my another staff. Well shes a mix of indian and malay I guess.~ wah piang ~ I can vomit blood. Everydae come to work pain here pain there. Next talk about management. Arrgghhh~~~~ Somemore always 24hrs hp. Hp here Hp there. Working also must put hp in the drawer were we put the stationary. So inconvienence to work with her..slow....long-winded....Haiz...BWG. Prefer working with my another staff Nora. I can finish my things on time. I noe Im pushy & demanding at times but when it comes to work I mean bussines.
My Family....
My grandma bought for me a 3/4 black pants. Pretty nice. I can wear it to work. I dun have to dress up as I have uniform provided. So sometimes I juz wear t-shirt & shorts to work but of coz with a sport shoe lah so that I wont look as If Im going to market. ~Kekekekekekeke~
Attend my canadian cousin birthdae on Sunday 8 of August 2004 in Bishan. Most of my other relative attended commented that Ive changed. Well...Did I ??? Maybe they dun often see me only on new year daes. My canadian cousin going back to canada on this 21 Aug 04 dunno I can off or not to send her off at the airport.
My Friends....
Ivan read my blog le ..~ Wah ~ I receive his Hurhur sms but unfortunately I cant respond as my credit are running low. Wait till I top up bah. Well.. Ivan you can call my hp but Ill get you to call another no.
Pooh mei ...Oh ya...I havent go out with her hor...~ Scratching head ~ Also wanna go cheong with me de...hmmz...Juz that I now hardly go cheong le..friends got jio me go but I busy working too tired le...Well mei...you go with your friends first bah..I cant promise when I can go. Im a workaholic if you wanna noe. Ill keep you inform bah..~ oopz ~ >.<
Marcus Marcus....youre in my list too...Duhzz...say I forget him. ~Piang-eh ~ juz sms him recently say hi ~*wah piang*~ bombak my sms. Scold me for MIA. -_- bwg le.....
Recently juz noe a guy named Sebestian de souza. He got a chinese name..hmmz..let me recall...oh yeah..its Wei Qiang. He told me he hate his chinese name..An american born chinese guy, met in my friend, Louis's chalet. ~Wow~ Admire his american accent...siii beiii power. My some chinese ah beng ah seng friends talk to him until their tougue twisted. ~ Laughing out loud ~ Well, nowdaes keep chatting to me on the phone. This coming sat ask me to go out see movie in Plaza Singapura. ~ Yawnz ~ Im sure to slp inside. See how bah...Duhzz....
Last But Not Least....
I realized now that whenever I walk down the street people walking past will always not once not twice but always look at my face. I wonder why??? I got so paranoid and start looking for a mirror who noes got bird shit or what on my face I dunno or my make up started to cake or whatever.~ Damn It ~ Look awhile its ok but no they look with the amusing looks in their face as if im an ALIEN from outer space. Im also not pretty neither do Im ugly. But....the problem here hey hey...I HATE and I mean I really HATE it when people start looking at me like that.~ !!!!!! ~ Whats the (*&^%$#@). I noe that eyes are meant to see but hey frankly speaking how I wish I could dig out their eyes right away.Maybe Im too sensitive which I should mirror myself but I hope Im really wrong to feel this way.What would you do if you were me ??? Any comments ?? ~Yawnzzzz...~ Well I guess that all for todae my fingers are numb. Till then this is IrNz SuzaNNe signing off....* Winkz *
Posted @ 8/08/2004 08:37:00 AM
My Thoughts....
Pretty busy with work nowdays........Im currently working as a Spa Care Advisor in Lagunita Spa in Laguna National Golf & Country Club. Situated in the eastern part of the island, It is just 10 mins drive from the Changi Airport. I just took some photo shots of my spa well when Ive develop them Ill post it in here. Im pretty sure my kor including some of my friends who read my blog would loves to see how my working place look like as its only meant strictly for country club members only. To all whom Ive lost all the contact nos..well, I can be reached @ 91029978. Arigatogozaimase.... ^_*
My Family....
Nothing much to update here as Im always at work. Off days, either Im cleaning up the whole house or just lazing around. Friends did called me out for coffee or hanging around but I just wanna stay at home and rest as Ill be working the very next day. Jie been asking me to go to church. Not that I didnt want to,Its.. I cant as Im working even on sundays unless its my off day. Grandma just came back from Malacca. Hmm...wondering what she bought for us ????? My two twin sis were sick during this week. I have to take precaution not to be sick or else it will affect my work. I was like a paranoid at hm, keep spraying the disinfectant.Well I meant well...I DIDNT WANT TO FALL SICK.....Went to Rivervale Mall, saw a pretty nice 3/4 pants.Without much hasitation, I went in to try n bought it. My grandma shake her heard I bought pants again.Well...Well... no comments.
My Friends....
Recently, Ivan email me. Hmmm..its been quite awhile since Ive chat with him.Ever since I lost my hp, most of my friends contacts also gone..Its really sweet he still remembers me..." hey hey dearest vampy~!!! " Kekeke...His parting words.. " yours with love and sincerity, Ivan aka VAmpY aka [SuPeR_NoVa] " ~PenGz~ my hair stands...So mushy..lolx. Hes gonna kill me if he saw I copy paste from his email to here. >.<
My beloved Pooh Mei also recently have blog. Hmm...I guess its a trend now. Well, Pooh Mei.... Ill link to your blog soon. Wonder if Ivan got blog??? kekeke.. ^_^
Next week is my used to be cheongster buddy aka my dearest good friend, Michelle's birthday. Hmmmzz... wondering what should I get for her. She will be having her chalet on the 30th of this month ~Arghh~ I really dunno what to wear guess I got to buy a new 3/4 pants or short???? -_-
Ryan2 recently got in touch with me. He sound pretty serious in the phone like Ive juz commit a serious crime by disappearing in the last two months. I also dunno what to say to him. Things arent the same like before. We used to go out together often before but now......Im too lazy to go out....Dunno why.. now all I do is work finished go home sleep, wake up go work..and vise versa. I dun really feel like going out. .....
Last But Not Least....
Ive some parting words to share with. Words that represent our parts & parcel of life. These words was shared with me by a friend whom I knew in the cyber world. Ill try to edit some of the words so that it represent what I feel. ~Yawnzz~ My fingers getting numb writting this blog. Lala Land is waiting for my arrival. So till then this is IrNz signing off...*Winkz*
One after the other it never seems to end
Want to break free but I doubt that I can
It really does hurt so much when I think
No matter I try so hard but still I sink
In waters of regret and waves of hope
I was pushed back and forth but now I know
That amidst the grey clouds and above the dark skies
I did what I did above all the lies
I stand for what my heart believes and what I feel is right
I won’t let anyone change that, not without a fight
For I know I did the right thing and my actions prove it so
No matter what all the people hear, the truth is what they’ll know
I write this poem with the knowledge in my heart
That all this will be but a story to impart
A lesson for all to learn and see
The worst in a person is dishonesty
Posted @ 7/26/2004 09:48:00 AM
My Thoughts...
A week has passed.Its the month of July now.How time flies.Half of the year is gone.When I flashes back the memories of the past, I felt so silly, Inmature & childish. However due to the silly mistake that I made,I grew into a better & stronger person of today.Life is nothing but a dream.Dreamz that either you walk through with Happiness or Sadness.Painful memories are better off not to be remember so Ive erased most of the memories away from my memory completely.While sweet memories lies forever....
My Family
Mother wants to apply for a residential line for the home.So when Its approve Ill apply for Singnet.My relationship with her is getting better then before.I thank God for that.Whatever I want now she will buy for me..So I guess my getaway to Australia isnt so bad afterall.
My Friendz
Ive not contected alot of my friends eversince Ive left.But that does not mean that they're forgotten.In fact, nobody knew why I suddenly left for Australia.Its a last minute decision.I can be reach through my email @ lavenderblue81@hotmail.com. Sometimes this tagboard of shout it aloud I can hardly see the mssges coz it say temporary unavailable.So I guess leaving me an email is much better...Ill keep in touch soon..
Last But Not Least
Ill update again of any special happening events within this week.Till then Tis is Irin signing off...Muackz..
Posted @ 7/05/2004 01:57:00 PM
Its been a long... long time since I last update this blog.How time flies...In a twinkle of an eye Its been nearly 3 mths since I last log on the internet.Now that Im back, I try to log on once a week. Too much interneting will kill me..lolx.
Hmm..Where have I been in the last 2 mths plus..???? Well ever since my last marriage didnt not work out, I went to Australia for a change of enviroment.I went from the second week of April until last week. I wonder what has change????
Suddenly I feel so out of place.~Strange~
How have everybody getting on??? Ive seen msgges in my tagboard.Thank you for missing me. =) Well I dunno what to write or where to start from.Too much too say or rather too lazy to write.Dats the way Ir|Nz is..kekekekeke...ILL UPDATE AGAIN..
Till then drop me a msg whenever whoever drops by...Take care all~!~!~!~ This is Ir|Nz signing off....
Posted @ 6/29/2004 12:44:00 PM